Friday, February 12, 2016

Saw a pic of her going club with some friends. My heart stopped.
Why am i still so affected by her?
Who is she to have affect me so much.
I want my life back

Friday, January 1, 2016

this marks the end of 2015.
towards the end, i thought i have met the love of my life and was actually happy for once, which actually turns out to be a lie as usual
but stil this year have been good thanks to the friends i made and know this year.
I definitely wont regret and wont feel sad as i have learned alot of things this year.
I have made a lot of mistakes and know what i want.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Ended things off with nicole officially.
She brought me alot of beautiful memories which brought a smile on my face.
its the first time someone ever love me and the feeling was actually mutual.
We had a lot of differences and we got to end it off and its for the good for both of us.
I will miss her always...

Friday, June 26, 2015

Wednesday, February 11, 2015

long time since i blogged.

recently everything has not being smooth sailing for me. Met with alot of problems

one of it is her. I never know i will fall in love with her but she made me have so much to remember.
Trying to find distractinons to forget her.

Recently taking a break off from dance as i want to focus mroe on improving myself and spend more time with friends. Just very tired to go for practises haha

Today i had my biz finance ica. going to retake next year alr hahaha i skipped the whole section c shame on me!!

Just hope everything will be better and i will be a better person.

Next time i will look back to all these days when i messed up when i am successful.

RIP ENGLISh

Monday, October 27, 2014

hi, yesterday was the last day of foreign bodies production.
after 4-5 months of hardwork everything pays off.
Every week i had the thought of quitting production cos of the commitment and stuffs, but after these 2 days, i alr never regret joining it and was glad that i joined it (:

now that it ended, i feel so empty, it was so big and i am so small.

just feel very lonely and sort of like directionless even though there is dance synergy coming up next but its just so different.

i am really going to miss this journey. By the next production, i will probably be in NS :(



Thursday, August 14, 2014

Sometimes you ask yourself, what did you do to deserve all these shit.
I dont deserve this. Why do disappointment strikes me like mad.
I have been losing people. Close ones, im almost alone now.
So close.
Anyone wanna leave can leave now

Appreciators